Rites de Passage

The way how we communicate with each other is seemingly uncomplicated. I’m simply reachable, so is my family. This makes me easy to get some up-to-date Information from my family in my homecountry. Thus, i’m also quite up-to-date too to them. I thank God, my family doesn’t hide so much things from me. If anyone gets sick, my dad texts me and hopes i can send him a good prayer. I sort of understand how he thinks. I think it’s a good way to communicate. I think it’s kinda normal way, how we inform each other, because we’re simply a FAMILY.

Today i’ve got a really bad message on my inbox. Yes, the message came from my Dad. I admit; My dad has not really a good in health. But for texting me, he’s always making it possible to get me well informed to the home situation. I thank my Dad so much for his effort. Of course, getting messages from home is always surprising, because i usually don’t know what it’s written on it untill we open and read it.

The Point of the message of my Dad is he wanted to inform me that my Grand Ma passed away today. This is surprising as well, although I don’t have a special relationship with my Grand Ma and i’m deeply so much depressed hearing this bad news. The last year was the last time we met each other and i thanked God, that i had a possibility to capture many photos of her.

My Grand Ma, You are free from all the pains now. Now it’s our Job to get out of this sadness. Because i’m 100%ly sure, she does have much peace and fun with God now.

To be absent from the body Is to be present with the Lord

The dust returns to earth

The spirit returns to God Who gave it (2 Cor 5: 8, Eccl 12: 7)

with Love from me here!

Today started my day at 6.30 a.m. I prepared myself and i went to work. My work used to start at 9.00 am, of course i have a morning shift. I actually don’t like to have a morning shift, if i very late go to bed. It is sort of exhausting!!! you know, sometimes it’s really difficult to fight our own flesh and get standing up from the bed :D!

But that’s life! the day has its plan and i as the planner should always consequently follow the rules. Despite tiredness, unreadiness i every day must fight to be able to wake up early and being on time at work. I spent my time 6 hours for the work today and i continued to meet up my husband at Friedrichstr. at 15:00 p.m. He said to me he wanted to meet me up, while he still doesn’t have much to do at his office. So why not? I absolutely agreed with his plan. It would be and was a very good idea to spare my money on lunch :D! and of course tralala lilili …i’ve got a free lunch today. We met in a japanese restaurant at Friedrichstr. As my husband didn’t have an appetite for eating something i ordered my lunch. While we were waiting of the food, i asked his allowance to do my hebrew homework. Yes, today at 19 o’clock i have hebrew course to attend. Since this new year, I decided to have a new teacher, since the last teacher i think was not really good and she didn’t bring my hebrew’s ability in all aspects in progress!

With the new course, of course I have new friends and i think i’m really fond of the new one. Well, we are not much. The course consists only three of students, but the atmosphere hmm i think i really like it.

Now i’m planning to be more diligent to learn hebrew :-)! Uuups this is a sign, i’m falling in love with this language. If i have to be more diligent to learn something, it means i love doing it.

Well, let’s see…how the progress is !!!

i chose, i didn’t make any wishes. Many years i’ve through i did routines; writing my resolutions, expecting the best to come in the upcoming year and so on. But this year i grudgingly write my dreams, my hopes and my ambitions. I refused also to buy a new planner. This new Year should and would be a very relaxing year without stresses. i  h.o.p.e!

Actually i just want to keep myself in silence and let the life itself show me, how all the new things work. How beautiful it would be, how hard it might be. I suppose it would be very suprising, wouldn’t it be?

My dairy is empty of resolutions. I didn’t write any plan. It’s sort of boring. But i think, this is what i really want. I just want to walk. And of course I’m simply curious about 2012. About the surprises, the tears, the happiness, the obstacles and about everything.

Babelsberg, 01.01.2012